Lesson on Balance

Discussion with Olie on balance. It was initially in regards to my crossing over spirits which was beginning to take a toll on me emotionally and on a vibrational level:

Olie: 
Humans feel that they have to sacrifice things, particularly themselves. Your main job is to exude and be love and joy. That is why you are here. How you choose to do that is up to you. Yes, we want you to use your talents, but the minute these talents over take you you are lost to human thinking. You no longer are joy.
Humans have been taught self-sacrifice through religion and other means. Do you think Jesus sacrificed himself?

Me:
Yes it's what we've been taught

Olie: 
Well, he didn't. He pursued his own personal ascension and hoped others would follow.

Me: 
What about the miracles? Did he perform them?

Olie: 
Yes, in a sense but what he did was activate within people the ability to heal themselves. He did this by simply being love and joy and exuding light from within.

Anything that causes us to lose our joy needs to be examined. What did it invoke in us? Why did we lose our joy? We then need to return to center.

Me: 
Joy may be too strong of a word

Olie:
Peace then, neutrality. The feeling that all is right in the world.

Yes, you will still have mundane tasks like dishes and laundry. You choose how you approach them, with joy or unhappiness, with judgement or neutrality.

We are all still working towards being in joy at every moment. When we find ourselves not in a feeling of joy, we take note of the situation, what it can teach us, retrain our thinking and return to center. For instance, you have a long trip ahead, you begin to get bored. You can continue with that line of thinking and move yourself further from neutrality towards judgement or you can retrain your thoughts to see the boredom as an opportunity to read a book, really see the earth around you or even to go within to silence. The choice is yours. The task remains the same, your perspective on it is what changes. Change your thoughts and go back to joy and neutrality.

Me:
 I enjoy crossing over spirits and talking to the ones with incredible stories, I don't want to stop that but...

Olie:
But, you lost your balance. Do what you want as long as it keeps you feeling joy. When you began to feel pressured, burdened, or stressed that is when you need to set up boundaries. If after you set up boundaries and stick to them you still don't return to joy, you need to find something new so that you stay in a place of peace.  Remember your job is to help others by being love and joy anything that moves you from that is working against your natural state, your purpose.

Discussion on ego with Olie, my guide

I was talking with my guide Olie (O-lee) about ego, this was a personal chat, but what I learned I feel can benefit some.  She told me that I had an ego of a mouse and I asked if this was a good thing.

Olie: Some have the ego of a lion, some of the mouse, both are destructive, both will make you bleed. A mouse is constantly shredding things, chewing and destroying, while a lion will rip you in one swift blow. Both are painful, the lion is easier to see and easier to stop, the mouse is sneaky and hard to catch. An ego of a lion can get you in trouble as you see yourself better than others. On the other hand the ego of a mouse will stop you from becoming who you are. Both are destructive, both will make you bleed.

Me: I get worried that my ego is lying to me when I hear praise on my progress or my ability to see & hear other dimensions.

Olie: Don't you also receive information on what you are doing wrong?

Me: No, wrong is the wrong word. I receive guidance on what needs worked on and changed. I then work on these areas.

Olie: Ah, that's how you have gotten so far. (she then flashed a picture of me working years ago at a job). Would you have been able to do the same then?

Me: No, I would have been offended and pissed.

Olie: See how far you have come?

Me: Yes, now I do.

Olie: What is it that you want?

Me: I want to write a book and share my experiences with others to help them

Olie: Then write a book and continue to have experiences to share.

Me: I want to be somebody

Olie: Are you not already somebody? Ah this is where your ego comes in. It's not pretty. Your ego is telling you that you are not somebody, that your existence is not worthy unless you do. Yet, by the very act of being you are changing people's lives. Do people not seek your presence? Do they not crave your smile? When you don't give it to them they feel uncertain. Does this sound like the characteristics of a no-body? You need not withhold your light, your love as in fact is is denying who you are at your core. You have incredible love and light but your job is to give it away. Not just to strangers, but to those who you feel have wronged you in some way. That is why when you are upset with someone you don't look them in the eye, because the minute you do, your purpose is reminded and you become love and joy again. Stop denying yourself this. When you do, you feel bad and uncomfortable inside and it's not due to their presence but you denying love to them. It goes against your core. I'm not saying that you shouldn't get angry or speak your mind, but once it is done, let it go and forgive, then return to your natural state of love and light.

Information on the New Earth, received 7-7-14

This morning I woke and could feel 4 beings in my room. They were light beings and I could feel their vibration. One stepped forward, told me his name and that he was from Zolcar. I wrote down our conversation,they communicated verbally and through images in my mind. They wanted me to understand completely . They felt that it was important for me to share. I hope that it resonates with you.

Thaddious:
Congratulations on raising your vibration to this point. We are here to embolden you, to push you, to remind you of why you felt the need to come to earth, why you answered the call. So many who have answered have lost their purpose and don't understand why they are here at this time. It leaves them feeling trapped, abandoned, and lost. We and others can do nothing to help as their vibration is too low for us to get through. We sit, watch and wait. many of us have been frustrated at the progress and are ecstatic that some have made it across the threshold. Many then want a rest, a reprieve, but in truth the work is just beginning. However, we and others can then help support, guide, and encourage, even if it is just enveloping the person in a familiar energy.

(I then saw an image of a woman hanging out a window)

Right now you are staring out an open window at the universe, we want you to step outside completely.

Me: I don't know how

Thaddious:
Step into your power completely, step into who you are fearlessly and with joy. You have much to share, yet you hold back. The reasons that you hold back will keep you trapped and feeling unfulfilled.  (And this is why I am writing this post and sharing it)

Me:
You just showed me a naked man putting on a suit, a suit of another body with leads like from a heart monitor attached all over.

Thaddious:
Yes, you need to understand that these bodies you identify with are no more than suits hooked to a computer. The computer runs programs and sends the information to the body. The problem is that many are not receiving the information sent by the computer. The signals, wires get disrupted by many things. Coffee, one of your favorites, disrupts the flow of information. In others it could be soda. This is why a purer diet is needed and pure water. Many of you are communicating with the computer, telling it what you need, but the computer is unable to send those changes back to the body. Many of you are becoming more and more sensitive to foods, the purer you can go the easier the communication pathways will work. At the moment your higher selves are reprogramming the computer to heal you, but the changes are being disrupted before they reach your body.

Me:
Besides eating and drinking purer what else can we do?

Thaddious:
Bless all your food before eating and activate your water before drinking. To activate your water, place your finger in it and turn counter clockwise. State "this water is activated".

Me: 
Does our mind tell the computer the changes that we want, like to lose weight?

Thaddious:
No, your higher self who has always been with you is in charge of reprogramming the computer for your highest good and optimum health. This disconnect is causing many to feel frustration and doubt. This can lead to your vibration lowering and further compounding the problem. It as if the leads from the computer become rusted or frayed when your vibration is low.

We need to discuss the new earth concept. Many are describing their home planets that they are beginning to remember as they awaken. They are also remembering abilities they they had in their true form. They are confused and not deliberately misleading. However, this confusion could lead to many falling off the ascension path.

The new earth is an overlay, an energetic frequency on top of the actual planet. It is another layer. As each person reaches the newest layer there are leads that connect them to the planet below. It is through these leads that the planet will be healed. Eventually, there will be more people on the new earth than the old. More people actively working to heal the earth than to destroy it. Through their actions and changes they make on the new earth, signals will be sent duplicating the results to the layers below. This change will take time, but with each action, each re-connection to the understanding that we are all one, the earth will heal.
Many of us, who have been watching are concerned that the information and impression given will lead people astray. Lead them to believe that all the work they have done to move into the new earth was a lie that they believed. Even ones that make it to the higher frequency can fall into despair and abandon their mission.

Life on the new earth will not be perfect and those that make it to the 5th dimension will not be perfect beings. In fact, all of us are still working towards the goal of being love. Stepping into the next dimension brings you closer, but it will not be the end of learning and growing. For many, it will be the beginning as ego will begin to be balanced. If you put expectations on yourself that you should always be loving, never angry or upset, you will fail. It is unrealistic and negates the purpose of learning. The benefit of the New Earth is the balancing of ego, ego that has caused humans to feel superior to other species including the earth. This humbling along with the desire to be love will help heal the earth.

For those that have visions or dreams of a beautiful place that makes their heart sing with joy it is a vision of their home. It is meant to rejuvenate the weary traveler, not confuse and mislead, for these are not visions of the new earth. The new earth is simply a layer with a different, higher vibration. This vibration opens doors to many wondrous things as love for all that is will be the focus.

Me:
 Is there more?

Thaddious:
Yes, but that is enough for today.

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Thank you for reading and I welcome comments. It was quite and experience and I am still in awe.

Elephant's message as she was on her way to the Great Spirit

During a mediation today this eye floated in front of me, I saw all these wrinkles around it and realized it was the eye of an elephant. A beautiful female elephant. Once I acknowledged her she showed me pictures of her and her herd, her mother was the matriarch, running through the dry Savannah, dirt swirling around their feet. She showed me her son, growing strong and her again pregnant. She showed me a great watering hole and many animals frequenting it. I told her to tell me her story and I let it flow through me. Here is her story:

There is something wrong with the water. It smells and tastes funny. Not so much that you couldn't drink it, but enough that you knew something was wrong. We had no choice on where to drink. the watering holes are becoming further and further away. Whenever you found water, you had to drink all you could before moving on. You didn't always know where the next hole of water would come from. My mother says something is wrong. You can smell it in the water, see the difference in the air. Timing is off too. Things that use to occur at a specific time are either late or early. She worries for the herd. The responsibility to keep us safe is great. In recent journeys we have seen so many animals dead, their bodies feeding the others. They were not old or very young, the ones looking healthy are dying. My mother blames the water which lays thick on the tongue and doesn't really quench the thirst. As the hole gets shallower the foul taste and smell gets worse. It takes a while to leave the trunk and it changes how food tastes.

I knew something was wrong, I no longer felt my baby move, couldn't feel the pulse of life within. The baby should have been born soon, I was slow and heavy. I got so tired and weak that I couldn't go on. My mother ranted and pushed me. The others gathered around, including my son, he would be leaving to join the males soon. I just couldn't go on. Too sick, too tired, and too thirsty. Much easier to release and return to the Great Spirit. 

I came to you, who could see and hear, to tell you something is wrong in the water.

I thanked her for the message and taking the time to come to me, as animals don't need help crossing. I told her I would get her message out. My last glimpse of her was her big, intelligent eye with a tear leaking out the corner.  

 

Crossing over a spirit from Zimbabwe

An African man from Zimbabwe came to see me today. He was 42 when died in 1959, he was shot by a poacher.  He worked on a small preserve. There was not much land nor money dedicated to it at this time. People didn't understand the need to protect the animals with ivory.  In some ways the preserve made those animals a target. It was easier for a poacher to come and kill an animal there then hunt them in the wild which was still allowed at the time.  

I don’t understand people; they would kill this beautiful majestic animal for ivory. I hear they make piano keys for the white men with them. How can a life be worth piano keys? I watched mothers being killed right in front of their babies. Do they think that the baby does not feel grief or pain? They do, I have seen it. I saw a baby elephant go off and die, not eating nor drinking. The rest of the herd surrounded him and tried to pick him up, give him love and support, it was not enough. He wanted his mother. 

Someone told me that they use tusks, especially rhino tusks to heal people. I find that funny. How can you heal someone with something that caused so much pain and loss? How can you ingest something that holds the energy of an animal that was slaughtered without a care just for its tusk? (I double checked that he used the word energy)  People don’t understand that if you are one with the earth and honor and respect her that you will be given all the energy and healing that you need to sustain you. When you take from her or misuse her; that is when you become sick in the mind and body. I know that more land has been given to keep the animals safe, it has not stopped the poachers though. They still kill and won’t stop until the last animal is gone. Though I get so angry at these men who would kill with such brutality, I am angrier at the ones buying these tusks. It matters not to me if they are for healing or a piano, it is a disgrace.  

When I died I didn't see a white light or tunnel. I just started walking and noticing that the animals could really see me, they noticed me more than when I was alive. It took me a while to realize that I was dead. These little people saw me living among the animals, not afraid of them, actually at home and they approached me.  I went with them and saw the work they were doing. They help the earth try to repair from the damage that man does to her every day. When I first joined them, they were a happy community, doing their work. They had family units and children. Now all that has changed, they are sick, children stopped being born and they are unable to keep up with the earth changes and everything is out of balance.  There is poison in everything from the water to the leaves on the trees. The rain holds these poisons and everything is affected by it.  The rainy season use to be such a blessing, now it just brings more problems; more that has to be corrected, more balance that has to be restored. However, without these rains there is no life at all.  The elves told me that all of life is connected; that what is done in one area will affect another on the other side of the world; that when a life is taken, it affects all.  Nothing is alone, it is like a spider walking on a web, it walks on one side and the other side of the web moves slightly. They told me that the biggest issue is that man does not seem to see their impact on others. They make up boarders and hoard resources to make money. They think that there will always be more, more food, more water, more animals, more land… well there is not. What they do on their piece of land another is doing in another spot. Even if a country acts in balance with nature, the clouds above them are from places where it is not. Their rain is poison too. None of this will change until man realizes that they are all connected and this earth is not just for them to take from.

When he finished telling me this and we went over it line by line to make sure I had heard him correctly, I asked if he was ready to go and he said yes. I thanked him for his message and time and showed him the bridge where he could cross. Just then at the top of the bridge as he started to cross came these big magnificent animals, an elephant adult and baby, a rhino and even a lion. I asked if he knew these animals and he said yes, the big elephant was one killed by poachers. I was surprised he could tell the difference and he said, don’t you see the difference in your dogs and cats. Each soul is different.  How right he is. He was overjoyed to see them again and crossed quickly.

Conversation with a water nymph

As above, so below

I had a conversation with a member of the elemental kingdom yesterday, a water nymph. She wanted me to share this message with you:

So many of you are upset about the pollution in your skies, your food, your water, and the wars that contaminate the land and sky. You have seen the changes in your health, especially your children. So many feel powerless to stop what is happening. Do you not see that this is exactly what you are doing to us?

To some a small pond is their entire world. It is where they are born, where they will die. It is also where they raise their children and go about their work on a daily basis. When the rain starts and the runoff from the fields and lawns come, they feel powerless to stop the onslaught of toxins. They watch their home become polluted, their health and their offspring's health deteriorate. They know that soon the changes in their home will be so great that the pond will no longer exist and they will die.

What humans don't realize is that the damage they do to us, they are also inflicting upon themselves. Whatever you do to us is mirrored in the world at large. If you want to change your world, you must change how you do things in your daily life. For you see if we all perish, so too do you.

Lessons learned while crossing over spirits, animals, and elementals

May 27, 2014

Today I had a spirit come to my home. He was very angry. He brought up my fearful thoughts about money. I was very uncomfortable. The next thing you know the kids are fighting over everything. I went upstairs angry at this spirit for not leaving when I asked and causing so much trouble.

I finally calmed my mind and decided to reason with him and opened my heart. It then hit me that underneath all that anger was FEAR. He was afraid to cross over, like so many religion had instilled great fear within him of the afterlife. When I responded with love and compassion, he calmed and his energy wasn't as uncomfortable. Finally I was able to get him to cross.

Look at all the emotions we have and underneath it all are just two emotions - LOVE & FEAR. The only thing to ease fear is love.

My prayer:
I ask that all fear I am holding be released easily into the earth to be transmuted to Love. That I be given the wisdom to approach everyone and all aspects of life with an open heart and fearless nature. That I always remember that when someone is acting in an ugly fashion, that it's just a cry for LOVE. So it is.

May 26, 2014

When you pass to the other side you are able to view your whole life and the infinite possible realities of decisions not taken. You are the only one to see what you did right or wrong. There is no one to judge you or condemn you. You are here to experience life, the good, the bad, the ugly for your soul growth. So go out, be bold, be fierce and open hearted. Make your life one that you will enjoy watching again in entirety. 

May 21, 2014

I was meditating when these two big yellow eyes appeared in my third eye. I soon realized it was a beautiful barn owl. I asked her if she had recently passed and she showed me her body lying in a field not far from a nest were two owlets were beginning their life. She then showed me a mouse running in a field, her swooping down and grabbing it. It wasn't long after she ate the mouse that she became ill and died. She showed me a barn and a human putting out green pellets in the shed/barn and the mouse eating it. I asked if she was worried for her offspring and she showed me her mate, doing his best to feed the little ones without mom's help, but she is worried that they too will be poisoned.

She then showed me a drop hitting water and the rings getting bigger and bigger the further out it went. She wants people to understand that EVERYTHING they do has an effect. That one small action ripples out affecting us all. With that she glided away, crossing, leaving me in awe that she honored me with her message.

We all need to be a little more conscious of what we do and the effects seen and unseen.

May 15, 2014

This earthbound spirit came to me, he was angry and his energy was intense. I was having a hard time getting a physical picture of him. He got mad and asked if I had a problem with black men. I just laughed and said "dude, energy has no race. It's color blind" - it calmed him down immensely.

May 1, 2014

This guy came to me wanting to be crossed over. He was so worried about what was on the other side of the bridge. He wanted me to tell him exactly where he was going and what would happen. I didn't know what to say, but out my mouth came the words: 

When you cross that veil, you will return to your true self. Once you realize who your true self is, you are home. It doesn't matter where your physical location is. 

Tears flowed down my face because I realized just how perfect and powerful those words are. Yes, I'm striving to go home and where the physical location is does not matter one bit. 


May 1, 2014

I find it interesting that when I help souls cross over the really dark ones don't seem to worry about their destination. Its almost as if they claimed the dark, knew its purpose and embraced it, just as some of us are embracing our light. Both served a purpose.



April 23, 2014

I have been working on crossing earth bound souls all day. They are being asked to leave earth in these moments because they are unable to raise their vibration to match the changes that the earth is making.

There are so many children needing help to cross over. It's hard to imagine that children could get stuck and not go to "the light" and to God when they pass. However, they tend to stay because they want to be near their grieving loved ones. They want to comfort them and are also scared to leave. However, time gets funny once you are earth bound and the next thing the kids know their parents have passed and they are wandering confused and lost. Often they find other earth bound spirits to stay with.

Parents please, if you have an ill child or a child that dies suddenly, give them one last gift. Tell them that you love them but want them to GO to God or source, to follow the light. Tell them that you will be sad and cry, but that you will be OK and it will make you happy for them to go. Tell them that you will be there with them soon when it is your time. Address their fears, let them know that you will take care of their siblings, their favorite pet, ease their minds. I'm sure saying this would feel like a lie as your heart is breaking, but they really need to know this. Release them. Release them back to God, we were only gifted with them for a short time anyway. 


April 20. 2014

This lady came to me in meditation, she had passed a long time ago. She wanted to cross over but was afraid that she would go to hell. This was the reason she didn't cross over when she died. The sad part was that she wasn't a bad person, her energy was kind, but terrified. She truly believed that she was going to hell.

I built her a bridge of light and opened the other side and her family came down. She didn't understand why her children were there and I explained that she had been stuck on earth for a while and her family had been waiting for her. (they had already passed) Even with this, she was so scared. I put my hands around her face and told her that God loves her, that all is always forgiven. Her family met her half way on the bridge and she started on the bridge. Once she met her family and felt their loving arms she turned to me and smiled. She was home, the fear was gone.

I wonder how many others are trapped on earth because of this deep seeded fear that religion has created. God is LOVE.