Conversations with Higher Self - 12/21/13

Explain to me my purpose, I feel so lost.

You are a Bridger. Once the waves of people leave the portals that are open now will not be as available or easy to access. You and others like you will guide them through the narrow bridge between the two worlds. You will see the earth's changes and how humans will act. You and those that follow the path of light will be guided and protected. You have to trust. If fear is allowed to take over... it is a choice they make. Many star people will stay until the last waves as their light is needed to balance the energies and hold light on the earth until the last soul is ready.  For those in the later waves, they have to keep their light high and not be overcome by fear. As you know, the bridge is long and narrow. One's light and conviction needs to be strong.  Stressing that this is an illusion is very important. If they lose this aspect that their higher self is safe and whole, they will fail. 


Why is my ego so big and being activated?

It is so that you can see where your weak moments are. Once you go back to observing you can see how it plays out and what different courses of action could have been taken. 


You tried to warn me, didn't you? (I had gotten involved in major debates recently)

Yes, (giggles) you didn't listen and instead plowed right into another ego debate. 


Why do I feel such pain from the collective? Seeing what man has done to each other and the animals, it hurts. I want to be normal and not feel so much.

There is no normal for you. (laughing). You are shown these things so that you can forgive man for all they have done. Keeping in mind that many were doing the best they knew how to do.


How do past lives work with all being in the NOW?

Aspects of self are experiencing the world on many different timelines and dimensions. This is all so that we can learn the most about ourselves, from the lowest to the highest. This is why forgiveness and realizing of judgement are so important. You are forgiving and transmuting the pain from other selves. 


Will I make it?

Ah, but you already have.