Sarah, age 15, passing message to the world - LIVE FEARLESSLY

This is the message from Sarah, age 15, she died from Leukemia. Her message touched me very deeply, her message profound. They always say "out of the mouth of babes..."

So many take life for granted. They all assume that they will live a long life and have plenty of time. Not all of us get that time. I fought Leukemia for 3 years and was under such restriction. There were so many things I couldn't do because I was either too sick or my immune system couldn't handle the exposure.  I did attend school when I could and I started noticing kids stopping themselves from enjoying life. Girls that wouldn't ride a bike because the wind would mess up their hair. Boys that wouldn't talk to the girl that he had been friends with since primary school because he was trying to look cool.

I just wanted to scream "STOP IT! Are you stupid? LIVE! Don't waste a precious second on what other think! Be you! Go and ride that bike, talk to the that girl. Stop being so afraid of what people who don't really matter think of you."

What's worse is that people don't change once they leave secondary school. It's not as if the insecurities and boxes they put themselves in go away. Instead they spend the rest of their lives concerned with what others think about the car they drive, the job they have, how successful their kids are, the list goes on and on. Does any of it really matter? I want to look at them and say while you were so busy being worried about what others think, you missed life. You missed this glorious opportunity to live each and every moment to it's fullest. All those things you wanted to do, but didn't will be what you regret when your time is up. Maybe you'll live to be old, maybe you'll have plenty  of time... but maybe you won't.

My illness turned me into a people watcher instead of a doer. It was then that I noticed how many others just watch life instead of doing. They weren't sick, the only restrictions they had were the ones placed on themselves by fear. There are those afraid to fly, afraid of bridges, afraid to swim, but really the minute fear stops you - the true fear is that you are afraid to live. When you really want to experience something, nothing will stop you. I asked my parents, my siblings to go, live, enjoy every minute of life. To take me in their heart with them wherever they go. To never feel guilt for being the one left behind but to be so very grateful for the opportunity to live.

So I share with you today, tell people to live. To put all their insecurities and fears aside, those are only traps that keep you tucked inside. Tell people to be bold, fearless and messy. Tell them that its ok to make a thousand mistakes as long as they keep trying and live with their heart wide open. Tell them that this life is a gift, not to waste a single second on telling themselves they can't do something. Tell them to walk with gratitude for the time and the experience because not all of us get that. Will you tell them for me?

I agreed, she put her hands on my face and said "Live, don't be afraid of who you are. You have much to give and share with the world." With that she was ready and crossed quickly.


" how fortunate are you and I, whose home is timelessness: we who have wandered down from fragrant mountains of eternal now to frolic in such mysteries as birth and death a day (or maybe even less) ~ e e cummings "

Spirits message - Life is literally what you make it.

The synchronicity is amazing. Been getting messages from guides about monitoring my thoughts and creating my own world. Then I was talking to this earthbound spirit who decided to stay "for the fabulous adventure of it". His message totally hits home.

Man is silly. They make all these excuses as to why they can't do something. They make the excuses and yet want to blame others for the very excuse they used. So many use crutches in life to hold them back : where they were born, their race, their culture, their age, their health, their finances, it goes on and on. Often a person will hold themselves back more than someone who tries to because of race, religion or their gender. 

It's as if man has put themselves in a cage. This cage dictates how they should act, how they succeed, how they feel others should treat them. We look at animals and think they don't have intelligence, yet that can't be further from the truth. Can you imagine a lion telling itself it can't catch a gazelle? No, of course not. It many not catch it's prey every time, but it will die trying. Yet humans will get rejected one time and go and wallow in self-pity, never trying again.

Life is literally what we make it. You hear of success stories, those that beat the odds, got out of poverty, survived abuse, or beat an incredible illness. The only difference between them and the ones that didn't is that they never told themselves that it was impossible. You must believe with every breath that life is amazing and that at any moment you can choose something different. Don't like your job? Change it. Don't like your partner or how you are treated? Walk away. You must believe that life is your creation. There is no such thing as predetermination. Every breath, every thought, every action is literally creating your tomorrows.

It's time to save yourself from yourself. let yourself out of the cage your mind has created. Know and believe that you have the power to change your world. No one can hold you back more than yourself. If you have people putting you in a box, a classification, a socio-economic group, my question to you is "Why are you letting them?"

With that he told me he was gone, ready to cross and take on the next great adventure. His energy was fantastic and I literally had a smile on my face while speaking with him.

Elephant's message as she was on her way to the Great Spirit

During a mediation today this eye floated in front of me, I saw all these wrinkles around it and realized it was the eye of an elephant. A beautiful female elephant. Once I acknowledged her she showed me pictures of her and her herd, her mother was the matriarch, running through the dry Savannah, dirt swirling around their feet. She showed me her son, growing strong and her again pregnant. She showed me a great watering hole and many animals frequenting it. I told her to tell me her story and I let it flow through me. Here is her story:

There is something wrong with the water. It smells and tastes funny. Not so much that you couldn't drink it, but enough that you knew something was wrong. We had no choice on where to drink. the watering holes are becoming further and further away. Whenever you found water, you had to drink all you could before moving on. You didn't always know where the next hole of water would come from. My mother says something is wrong. You can smell it in the water, see the difference in the air. Timing is off too. Things that use to occur at a specific time are either late or early. She worries for the herd. The responsibility to keep us safe is great. In recent journeys we have seen so many animals dead, their bodies feeding the others. They were not old or very young, the ones looking healthy are dying. My mother blames the water which lays thick on the tongue and doesn't really quench the thirst. As the hole gets shallower the foul taste and smell gets worse. It takes a while to leave the trunk and it changes how food tastes.

I knew something was wrong, I no longer felt my baby move, couldn't feel the pulse of life within. The baby should have been born soon, I was slow and heavy. I got so tired and weak that I couldn't go on. My mother ranted and pushed me. The others gathered around, including my son, he would be leaving to join the males soon. I just couldn't go on. Too sick, too tired, and too thirsty. Much easier to release and return to the Great Spirit. 

I came to you, who could see and hear, to tell you something is wrong in the water.

I thanked her for the message and taking the time to come to me, as animals don't need help crossing. I told her I would get her message out. My last glimpse of her was her big, intelligent eye with a tear leaking out the corner.  

 

Crossing over a spirit from Zimbabwe

An African man from Zimbabwe came to see me today. He was 42 when died in 1959, he was shot by a poacher.  He worked on a small preserve. There was not much land nor money dedicated to it at this time. People didn't understand the need to protect the animals with ivory.  In some ways the preserve made those animals a target. It was easier for a poacher to come and kill an animal there then hunt them in the wild which was still allowed at the time.  

I don’t understand people; they would kill this beautiful majestic animal for ivory. I hear they make piano keys for the white men with them. How can a life be worth piano keys? I watched mothers being killed right in front of their babies. Do they think that the baby does not feel grief or pain? They do, I have seen it. I saw a baby elephant go off and die, not eating nor drinking. The rest of the herd surrounded him and tried to pick him up, give him love and support, it was not enough. He wanted his mother. 

Someone told me that they use tusks, especially rhino tusks to heal people. I find that funny. How can you heal someone with something that caused so much pain and loss? How can you ingest something that holds the energy of an animal that was slaughtered without a care just for its tusk? (I double checked that he used the word energy)  People don’t understand that if you are one with the earth and honor and respect her that you will be given all the energy and healing that you need to sustain you. When you take from her or misuse her; that is when you become sick in the mind and body. I know that more land has been given to keep the animals safe, it has not stopped the poachers though. They still kill and won’t stop until the last animal is gone. Though I get so angry at these men who would kill with such brutality, I am angrier at the ones buying these tusks. It matters not to me if they are for healing or a piano, it is a disgrace.  

When I died I didn't see a white light or tunnel. I just started walking and noticing that the animals could really see me, they noticed me more than when I was alive. It took me a while to realize that I was dead. These little people saw me living among the animals, not afraid of them, actually at home and they approached me.  I went with them and saw the work they were doing. They help the earth try to repair from the damage that man does to her every day. When I first joined them, they were a happy community, doing their work. They had family units and children. Now all that has changed, they are sick, children stopped being born and they are unable to keep up with the earth changes and everything is out of balance.  There is poison in everything from the water to the leaves on the trees. The rain holds these poisons and everything is affected by it.  The rainy season use to be such a blessing, now it just brings more problems; more that has to be corrected, more balance that has to be restored. However, without these rains there is no life at all.  The elves told me that all of life is connected; that what is done in one area will affect another on the other side of the world; that when a life is taken, it affects all.  Nothing is alone, it is like a spider walking on a web, it walks on one side and the other side of the web moves slightly. They told me that the biggest issue is that man does not seem to see their impact on others. They make up boarders and hoard resources to make money. They think that there will always be more, more food, more water, more animals, more land… well there is not. What they do on their piece of land another is doing in another spot. Even if a country acts in balance with nature, the clouds above them are from places where it is not. Their rain is poison too. None of this will change until man realizes that they are all connected and this earth is not just for them to take from.

When he finished telling me this and we went over it line by line to make sure I had heard him correctly, I asked if he was ready to go and he said yes. I thanked him for his message and time and showed him the bridge where he could cross. Just then at the top of the bridge as he started to cross came these big magnificent animals, an elephant adult and baby, a rhino and even a lion. I asked if he knew these animals and he said yes, the big elephant was one killed by poachers. I was surprised he could tell the difference and he said, don’t you see the difference in your dogs and cats. Each soul is different.  How right he is. He was overjoyed to see them again and crossed quickly.

Conversation with a water nymph

As above, so below

I had a conversation with a member of the elemental kingdom yesterday, a water nymph. She wanted me to share this message with you:

So many of you are upset about the pollution in your skies, your food, your water, and the wars that contaminate the land and sky. You have seen the changes in your health, especially your children. So many feel powerless to stop what is happening. Do you not see that this is exactly what you are doing to us?

To some a small pond is their entire world. It is where they are born, where they will die. It is also where they raise their children and go about their work on a daily basis. When the rain starts and the runoff from the fields and lawns come, they feel powerless to stop the onslaught of toxins. They watch their home become polluted, their health and their offspring's health deteriorate. They know that soon the changes in their home will be so great that the pond will no longer exist and they will die.

What humans don't realize is that the damage they do to us, they are also inflicting upon themselves. Whatever you do to us is mirrored in the world at large. If you want to change your world, you must change how you do things in your daily life. For you see if we all perish, so too do you.

Lessons learned while crossing over spirits, animals, and elementals

May 27, 2014

Today I had a spirit come to my home. He was very angry. He brought up my fearful thoughts about money. I was very uncomfortable. The next thing you know the kids are fighting over everything. I went upstairs angry at this spirit for not leaving when I asked and causing so much trouble.

I finally calmed my mind and decided to reason with him and opened my heart. It then hit me that underneath all that anger was FEAR. He was afraid to cross over, like so many religion had instilled great fear within him of the afterlife. When I responded with love and compassion, he calmed and his energy wasn't as uncomfortable. Finally I was able to get him to cross.

Look at all the emotions we have and underneath it all are just two emotions - LOVE & FEAR. The only thing to ease fear is love.

My prayer:
I ask that all fear I am holding be released easily into the earth to be transmuted to Love. That I be given the wisdom to approach everyone and all aspects of life with an open heart and fearless nature. That I always remember that when someone is acting in an ugly fashion, that it's just a cry for LOVE. So it is.

May 26, 2014

When you pass to the other side you are able to view your whole life and the infinite possible realities of decisions not taken. You are the only one to see what you did right or wrong. There is no one to judge you or condemn you. You are here to experience life, the good, the bad, the ugly for your soul growth. So go out, be bold, be fierce and open hearted. Make your life one that you will enjoy watching again in entirety. 

May 21, 2014

I was meditating when these two big yellow eyes appeared in my third eye. I soon realized it was a beautiful barn owl. I asked her if she had recently passed and she showed me her body lying in a field not far from a nest were two owlets were beginning their life. She then showed me a mouse running in a field, her swooping down and grabbing it. It wasn't long after she ate the mouse that she became ill and died. She showed me a barn and a human putting out green pellets in the shed/barn and the mouse eating it. I asked if she was worried for her offspring and she showed me her mate, doing his best to feed the little ones without mom's help, but she is worried that they too will be poisoned.

She then showed me a drop hitting water and the rings getting bigger and bigger the further out it went. She wants people to understand that EVERYTHING they do has an effect. That one small action ripples out affecting us all. With that she glided away, crossing, leaving me in awe that she honored me with her message.

We all need to be a little more conscious of what we do and the effects seen and unseen.

May 15, 2014

This earthbound spirit came to me, he was angry and his energy was intense. I was having a hard time getting a physical picture of him. He got mad and asked if I had a problem with black men. I just laughed and said "dude, energy has no race. It's color blind" - it calmed him down immensely.

May 1, 2014

This guy came to me wanting to be crossed over. He was so worried about what was on the other side of the bridge. He wanted me to tell him exactly where he was going and what would happen. I didn't know what to say, but out my mouth came the words: 

When you cross that veil, you will return to your true self. Once you realize who your true self is, you are home. It doesn't matter where your physical location is. 

Tears flowed down my face because I realized just how perfect and powerful those words are. Yes, I'm striving to go home and where the physical location is does not matter one bit. 


May 1, 2014

I find it interesting that when I help souls cross over the really dark ones don't seem to worry about their destination. Its almost as if they claimed the dark, knew its purpose and embraced it, just as some of us are embracing our light. Both served a purpose.



April 23, 2014

I have been working on crossing earth bound souls all day. They are being asked to leave earth in these moments because they are unable to raise their vibration to match the changes that the earth is making.

There are so many children needing help to cross over. It's hard to imagine that children could get stuck and not go to "the light" and to God when they pass. However, they tend to stay because they want to be near their grieving loved ones. They want to comfort them and are also scared to leave. However, time gets funny once you are earth bound and the next thing the kids know their parents have passed and they are wandering confused and lost. Often they find other earth bound spirits to stay with.

Parents please, if you have an ill child or a child that dies suddenly, give them one last gift. Tell them that you love them but want them to GO to God or source, to follow the light. Tell them that you will be sad and cry, but that you will be OK and it will make you happy for them to go. Tell them that you will be there with them soon when it is your time. Address their fears, let them know that you will take care of their siblings, their favorite pet, ease their minds. I'm sure saying this would feel like a lie as your heart is breaking, but they really need to know this. Release them. Release them back to God, we were only gifted with them for a short time anyway. 


April 20. 2014

This lady came to me in meditation, she had passed a long time ago. She wanted to cross over but was afraid that she would go to hell. This was the reason she didn't cross over when she died. The sad part was that she wasn't a bad person, her energy was kind, but terrified. She truly believed that she was going to hell.

I built her a bridge of light and opened the other side and her family came down. She didn't understand why her children were there and I explained that she had been stuck on earth for a while and her family had been waiting for her. (they had already passed) Even with this, she was so scared. I put my hands around her face and told her that God loves her, that all is always forgiven. Her family met her half way on the bridge and she started on the bridge. Once she met her family and felt their loving arms she turned to me and smiled. She was home, the fear was gone.

I wonder how many others are trapped on earth because of this deep seeded fear that religion has created. God is LOVE.

Henry - what he learned by being earthbound for 131 years

Henry came to me last night as I was getting ready for bed. I offered to cross him over quickly, but he said that he wanted to share with me what he had learned. I asked him to wait till the morning and he obliged by sitting in the corner of my room... Waiting. It is a testimate to how exhausted I was that I didn't ask him to give me space. At 4:30 in the morning, my eyes opened and I immediately felt his presence... Just waiting. I then began to listen to his story.

Henry died in 1883 of old age; he was very tall and thin. Impeccably dressed in a 3 piece suit complete with a pocket watch. He owned a small general store in a rural town. He never married or had children as he was homosexual in a world that would have shunned him at best. He did find a man to love and share his life with even if it was hidden, however, he died when he was in his early 40's. He was a lonly man.

When he died, he says that he didn't fear going to hell or vanishing into nothingness. If he knew of reincarnation he says he would have left. What he really wanted was a chance to explore the world. All he had seen was his small rural life, there had to be more to existence. The opening of light, the portal to the other side, only lasted a day. His decision was made. He's had other opportunities to cross over through the years but didn't want to take them. He's leaving now with the hopes of reincarnating back into the earth. I told him that once he returned to source the options he would have will astound him.

This is what Henry learned:

Humans are messy, nothing is neat. The range of emotions people feel is awe-inspiring. The love and amazement a couple feels when a child is born, the enthusiasm of a child running out the school door to recess, the confusion, anxiety and bliss of falling in love. Just the pure beauty in this world is enough to make you weep. I sat and watched a flower grow and bloom, proud, turned to the sun. I stayed until it withered and faded away, content with the knowledge that it was part of creation and others would bloom in it's place.

What I learned is that there is only love. I saw the most beautiful sites and the most horrific. The only thing that could heal the terrible things was love. The transformation it made in people was incredible.  When I witnessed those that came in to help teach lessons through their pain; I witnessed love in action. The child with the terminal illness who taught their parents the lesson of letting go. The ones killed in a shooting to teach that violence isn't the way. All the wars, disasters, and accidents were all lessons for us to learn, to grow, and to realize how far off course we have gone. This is especially true in this moment. Humans are being asked to return to love in all it's forms. What an amazing gift given by those who showed you what the lack of love creates. Those that died so we could look at the loss and see what needed changing. Isn't that the ultimate act of love?

He showed me the twin towers collapsing on 9/11. I told him that I felt it was caused by a power hungry group and not the country blamed. He agreed and said - now understand the love the ones who died felt for you. They wanted their death to show you what can happen when those with power steered away from love.  Nothing, absolutely nothing is more important than filling your heart completely with Love.

With that he told me he was ready to cross over. His lover that died so many years ago had come half way down the bridge of light and was excited to see his love and was waiting patiently for Henry to finish telling me his words of wisdom. He shook my hand, thanked me for my time and started on the bridge.