I've decided that I need to chart my journey. So many changes over the past year. I'm not sure who I am anymore, but I think I know who I am becoming.
It's not easy to delve into your psyche, clean out all your shit, and find your true self and purpose. The world at large doesn't get it. To them you have gone insane, some sort of psychosis. The more I learn and the deeper I go, the more I want to go into a cave and hide from the world. Unfortunately this is what we can not do because we hold light that the world needs, some of us need to go out into the world and spread that light. Not an easy task.
I've learned that I take on people's emotions. That I often feel things that are not mine. I'm learning to clear my aura and field, but I'm not all there yet. I flip from a 3D perspective to a 5D one and this leaves me feeling hypocritical or as if there are two people in my body. The one good thing is that my time spent with the 5D perspective is increasing and I can hold it longer. I do think that I need to write it all down to show myself just how far I have come. These can be important on the dark days... for there are dark days. This is a lonely journey, I seek comfort in like minded people, but I know I am on my own.
I cannot agree enough that writing down what is happening when is SO IMPORTANT.
ReplyDeleteI have done so for years, then when I got interested in astrology I could go back and see what was happening when and have evidence to what planetary aspects trigger events or feelings for/with me!
(It is also just nice to look back and see how far you have come!)
XO!
- Jacqueline
I agree writing this all down is so important. It will help me to realize just how much magic surrounds me. On those days when I feel lost in the void, it will help to go back and read to see how far I have come.
DeleteCan really identify with all of that. Bless. :)
ReplyDeleteI'm so glad you enjoyed it. :)
DeleteI want to start one of these! this would really help me! Love this!
ReplyDeleteYou totally should!!
DeleteNo clue you've begun to blog. And so devastatingly honest in your manner. I'm grateful to see that you've begun in the timeframe that I've come to know you... so I'm feeling these things simultaneously as I read them for you and it brings up the many, various things you've shared with me on these topics and gives me a bigger picture on who you're becoming. You've invited many, many others to ride on your coattails. Reading your blogs helps us innately learn about ourselves too. :-) We're separate, yet on the same journey. Cool. And awesome!
ReplyDeleteI'm so glad Lucy! It's a look into my mind that is just.... I don't know some days :) Thank you for being someone who has never judged or expressed doubt about my journey. It means the world. <3
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